If you plunge into the water, are you a plunger..?

Been a few days since blogging and I assure you that I am very, very, sorry.. :/ I was swamped with my grandpa's surgery, chemistry, and other crap that isn't your business ha..

A few days ago my chem partner, whom is wheel-chair bound, said "Man, my hands have lots of callous'.."
I, without thinking, added, "That's what she said AND from what..? Huh..? How'd you get those callous'..? With a guy..?"
"No," she said. "From wheeling around.."
TREY KEESEE= DOUCHE-MODE 9000....

Also, what the hell happened to Jesse McCartney..? Like, seriously.. Releases like one album and then what..? Were guest appearances on Hannah Montana the highlight of his life..?

Conversation with kid at Whataburger while in line:
"I hate when people hit animals.. Pisses me off.. I'm always ready to kick ass.. Not you though, right..? Look at you, probably a pacifist.. Not me though.. I'll fight.. Like have you seen Twilight three..?"
"Excuse me..?" -Me
"Yeah, Twilight three.. When they kill that wolf.. I cried for like two days.."
Did he seriously call me a pacifist and then ASK ME DIRECTLY if I have seen Twilight three..? I would hit him the freaking mouth if I wasn't a pacifist....

I've had some really awesome talks with my dad recently.. He has been up at Tech for a couple of weeks finishing up some stuff for his Master's in Education (Woot woot, Mr. Keesee). One thing we talked about was annoying children at orientation and the possibility of one of my siblings being conceived on a field I play ultimate on.. None of that is relevant to this paragraph, but I thought I'd share.. One other thing we talked about was love. Love is a funny thing.. I, within the last few months, got completely torn apart emotionally by a girl whom I cared a lot about.. And, to be honest, I hated life and God because of it.. I thought it was His fault. He gave her and took her away.. But here is the thing, He DID do all those things.. Because He knows better.. She wasn't right for me, and He knows who is.. It took my earthly father to show me that.. But now, after 6 months, I thank her for showing me who deserves me.. Because she sure as hell didn't.. Someone who is beautiful, radiant, amazing, and everything I can be right back to her is whom deserves me.. And guess what.. I think I have found her.. This new woman is all I want and want to be.. And more.. She is simply my future.. And I hope she knows this.. And has a drop of mutuality..
So yeah, I am okay with dying inside for a bit.. Because, as Pam Halpert says, "It's not about who you've been with. It's about who you end up with. Sometimes the heart doesn't know what it wants until it finds what it wants."


Blessings by Laura Story.. Listen to it while reading the last paragraph..